Its about “me,” in that intermediate zone, intent and the figure/ground . . . the Life World within the encompassing Greater World, form and energy . . . where one can do one’s psychoanalysis, science . . .

Identity within that active zone . . . moving from the small self to the Greater . . . body, mind, space . . . overall context . . . Meanings! . . .

(That’s better, so when they wonder who I am, what I’m doing, and try to create some kind of “externalization.”)

Unique to my ways of putting it . . .

“A mutual arising of Self and Existence.”

“An intrinsic self, entwined within the universe, in an interactive field of meaning and knowledge.”

“Intent and the figure/ground, orientated within the Life World in the Greater World.”

Keeping that core mode active . . . contexts, though . . .

It looked like I was coming into connection with this surface, flat, looking like granite or something, (like Mars?), with blue and grey patterns. There was a shift, in which I seemed to pull up and away from there; then it was like it was a stretching skin, ligament, or fabric. Prakriti? Then there were two young boys emerging . . . a later dream with driving issues?

“The type or ray is permanent through the whole planetary scheme, so that an elemental essence (see p. 6) of type A will in due course ensoul minerals, plants and animals of type A, and from it will emerge also human beings of the same type.”

Powell, A. E.. The Astral Body and Other Astral Phenomena . Muriwai Books. Kindle Edition.

In this typical close to matter realm, ordinary personality . . . as I closed my eyes, I say these emerging darker forms there, such as a cone. As I considered my self here, I perceived these energetic presences of light, adding direction.
It was like I became a big entity in this basic physical realm, like an ogre, with a huge hand, holding this key. “Look what they did to me,” it muttered.

But intent is examining, investigating!

The chaotic, then the focus, with a geometric shape, a combo circle, square, cross; then synchronously, on YouTube, a clip with symbols around the circle included . . . can there be something more specific, defined?

It was like I was body to body with this cat creature, grubby looking and feral, moving and stretching its limbs equally with mine, that I was grasping. It was then separate, and I commented that I would pet its back, and I did so. Later I had a visit from this sorceress, with a clean white cat cuddled within her arms. Likewise the coffee shop girls were doing better, when I mentioned the holding cup was dark and it was in that darker location: then one brought out carrying some colorful stuff . . . a better use of symbolism. When I tried to focus on something “separately,” the scene turned into a hellish red color, and the sorceress was arranging these four “things,” like loaves symbolically, with a changed demeanor . She knows. I know.

At best, you were thinking “shadows” . . . Lee was also considering demons, spirits, the “Enemy” etc. Maybe her other “friends,” as well, thinking I was missing them?!! She messaged me a day later, for she said I said, in the spirit, to contact her!