So, starting with the more active part of the mind, within our “intermediate” level, “interconnected and with activations,” which are more sane and real, Intent, in focus with clarity.

This world of form and energy . . .

Even if its just starting with an image, intent spruces it up a bit, and it seems to be coming from somewhere else, anyways . . . our greater mind, creativity. It can be unique, with further directions of meaning implied, more sophisticated.

There was the image of a some semi-trucks, with bright blue and red lights upfront, a baby wrapped up tightly like a mummy, a grouping of shiny brown stones, a golden tablet with writings . . .

There was a sharp focus, with a bright light and connecting with another space, with some comment about a squaw at the 12 level was included, explaining it.

The sense of where one is, what’s happening, can change. With this interconnection, intent and consciousness, energy has two poles and can flow, activate. There is that distinct point of oneself, but something else, greater, is included. One gets out of one’s head: Buddhists speak of expansions of space, a change of body form: figure/ground can explain that. There is the typical and enhanced levels of Self.

These two halves are being knocked back to the ego and shadow, only in our society. Its how the devil keeps his world active, and you low! In the past, I realized one’s core moves sidestepped that; but I still had a lot to learn.

Watching what people are doing these days, playing the shadow games, the other: is it just selective women? There was something else than just one’s two halves included here, as I followed those two women an my scooter: I had a different form and identity! Its more complicated than average ideas.

In a couple episodes, I tried to “re-own,” connect with myself, find that positive energy as the Buddhists meditators would point out, in my reactions with the “elemental realms,” as some label it. It was a strange experience, as if a new lighted space emerged: it had force, pushed upon me, and my body presence emerged as well, as it was like my posture in bed, though all was in a new enhanced perspective . In another episode, it was like I emerged in another space, that had a better feeling, and was “cleared up.” But my reaction, later, was seeing another space open up, and I was alarmed: “There’s somebody in there!”

Even when I transformed, moving out there, as a skinny and more wimpy type, my body sensations were completely different, not with the typical down to Earth complications, issues. The Gollum game must have been kicking in.