“Where one is at” . . .

The typical person has an idea of himself, as if he was separate, in a body, like a manikin, an object.

This “internalization” though, of oneself and the outside world, the “construct,” would these days also include feelings, sensations, desires, needs, etc. The behaviorists would also make it an “externalization,” for they believe more in the influence of the environment. But there’s also all this symbolism thrown in there too, so you may as well call it psychoanalysis. That’s what you are doing . . . the “colloquial psychoanalysis.”

The point is, from my perspective, intent and figure/ground, this construct is actually a living orientation, selection. There can be other activations of Self and body. The ground, that environment, is physics these days. This includes it all, and more, in an integrated way!

It was this intentionality thing that I was working on, struggling with, keeping me busy in my times, finding ways to use it personally without confusion. It was sneaking in with Colin Wilson, Don Juan, Buddhist mindfulness, Yoga concentration, Muslim will, etc. As a psychology, I got the Life World within the Greater World as my orientation now . . . I could see how the evolution of meaning could occur within this framework, personal growth, understanding of one’s place in the world, reality itself.

I knew of intent. Eventually, I was able to orientate it to these people things. Within this perspective, there are ways to deal with things, and there are developmental directions, higher ways.

I got that upper level that can kick in and push through now.

Old is one thing; but if the young are positive, that is special. There’s no need to turn it into old only, and trying to control it all.

Life isn’t all about being old. I liked helping out with those younger ones, financially, for instance.

Its just people playing their games, their way . . . one has a truer way as well.

What I’m really changing is the “system,” per se, not because I have issues: your ways are just generic, not really with it.

Those two dark women, with long dark hair and hats, had a presence about them: they were coming in, not just images. Witches?

Spooky. I asked if they were sisters; they said Yes.

Ahhh . . . synchronicity  . . . that Blavatsky book, chapter 5, speaks of  the Three Sisters Reunited . . . and their troubled evolutions in becoming spiritual beings. Books and me and evolutionary knowledge . . . lol.

“Surely,” I said, “in every human being, the astral form contained within the physical body has life.” “True,” she answered, “but not in every human being is it the centre of life and of consciousness. In ordinary mortals, the seat of life is in the blood contained in the veins and arteries of the physical form, and the astral form lives only, so to say, from the reflex of that physical life. In the Adept, the centre of life and consciousness has been established in the organism of their soul, clothed with the astral form, and is therefore self-conscious and independent of the physical body’s life.”

Blavatsky, H. P.. The Land of the Gods: The Long-Hidden Story of Visiting the Masters of Wisdom in Shambhala (Sacred Wisdom Revived Book 1) (p. 69). Radiant Books. Kindle Edition.