Despite the old me, with typical options, within this current system, other interpretations, experiences, present themselves.

During meditations I often had a sense of inner expansion . . . an experience occurred, related to this, in which it was like I was looking through an expansive scene, like within a cathedral and gazing beyond, plus with that kind of related feeling! More was added in here.
I also have this inner sense of other energies; but I’m separate. There was an experience in which a tubular flow of energy cut through all that, to me, making an interconnected space, and another space, likewise with that sensation, feeling!

The old may go!

I was wondering what I would look like “up there.” This was a spontaneous part of Self acting here, not Gerry thinking this. There was a quick focus way out, up there, seeing two gold “tombstones,” together.

“Mozart once said that tunes were always wandering into his head, ready to be written down: what he meant, of course, was that tunes were always wandering into his left brain. And the source of the tunes — as of all ‘patterns’ — is the right brain. So Mozart himself (remember the ‘I’ lives in the left brain) had to sit waiting for the ‘other self’ to send him the music: he was, in effect, a split-brain patient.”

Wilson, Colin. Beyond the Occult: Twenty Years’ Research into the Paranormal . Watkins Media. Kindle Edition.

Another focus, seeing something square, light blue, with criss-crossed markings.