This construct . . . “where one is at” . . .
How this organizes, controls . . . its more than just an idea, behavior, a personality in a body in a physical world.
At a higher level of functioning, intent and figure/ground, there’s form and structure. The Life World with the Greater World.
There are many possible elements, approaches: one can move from the elements within the form, to a change of form itself, activations. Form is usually what is spoken of here, per se. Through out time, I was involved in, tried many . . . the Freudian, the social, the hierarchy of needs, etc. It took awhile to get this overall perspective, with the optimums, our intrinsic nature, as the proper setting.
There comes a time though, when many of these elements can be drawn together in a more sophisticated way . . . the bigger picture emerges.
A new take can be made, of any situation, redrawn, with a variety of elements put together in a new way, not just one aspect of the figure/ground, but further pieces of the puzzle are brought in . . . further understandings, feelings, and maturity unfolds. The higher self and consciousness expresses itself . . . one’s “Integral Self” . . . “Meaning.”
One discovers that one is more than that original neutral starting point.
Integrity . . .
The ideal then, despite the many things going on in and around us, is to orientate with the optimums, our intrinsic nature. It might get submerged; but its still there.
Perspicacious.
So, moving from the neutral level, as Lilly would put it, into the connected/interconnected modes, as I would; intent interconnected at both points, leads to mutuality, or further activations. Activating both “poles,” energy flows here.
So, there’s more to it than just “serving the opposites,” in that dualistic idea; but considering that quote led to some interesting experiences. When it comes to people, it can be a bit humorous. I moved from that gate and the tribe orientation, and I started seeing those other aspects, which I usually don’t consider. The fuller panorama was asked for. The grey haired old lady, the Hutterite ladies, the cowboy with his hat, or me with my mid-east fabric hat.
In authoritarian situations, with the medieval church or state, for instance, the shadow may be called up. The Blacks may like being “Bad!” In the more democratic, self-actualizing ones, the individual may have lots of further orientations to orientate to. There are also rumors, though, of the NWO, Nazis, a breakaway civilization, black budgets, with Russia going back to church!
Now that I got the “psychology” together, in me and out there, I needed to go over the many varied levels and interpretations. Those experiences are there and coming in.
When I wondered if I could do this all the time, in a later revolving sleep and wake situation, a closed hand, palm first, rested on my fore head. In another similar state, a furry creature, like a big foot was checking me out, and I followed him as he walked away.
If my attitude is bad, I might look Demonic! As I continue to apply my intent though, the coloration turns from reddish to lighter, like when I was driving a reddish vehicle within lighter energies.
Speaking of those cone analogies, I saw two entities, cone like, with lighted, conscious, top ends. There was a converse one, later, a dark blob, with arms sticking out, like an octopus, with a small something on their ends A thought . . . Stephen Hawking.

Artwork by Ieri Pnoi/ sacred breath. Albedo. Acrylics & gold leaves on canvas, 40x70cm, 2022
Energy in a black hole isn’t just singular; there’s still a field of intense gravitation. A stone dropped in a pond radiates energy outwards; but in a black hole its going the other way. Does matter and particles take on negative values? Is the field still there? Anti-matter! There may be other dimensions and consciousness associated with matter: what is going on there? And God said, “Let there be light.”
This was one of the most evolutionary experiences I’ve had. (This should make them happy.) I was considering some issues, in a meditative way, about some people I know: it was a bit of a struggle; but after a while I was gaining some insights. As these understandings kicked in, my mood changed, and I was in a more expansive soothing space, in which everything was “cleared up!” A first! It felt so Buddhist . . . insights, as one maintains one’s mindfulness, then a larger space and mood . . . teaching about them as well.
Sitting on the couch, in the middle of the night, when I had to go relieve myself, when suddenly my “intent me” became active, moving ahead of me. It looked back to the couch which was “folded” and needed an adjustment, which it did and straightened it out, when asked. The main me was still there as well, sitting; but everything had a unique demeanor at the time, within this ongoing drama and experience.

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